Friday, June 29, 2018

READING: Touch & Geaux (Cut & Run #7) by Abigail Roux


Publication date: April 08 2013
Published by: Dreamspinner Press
Genre: MMAdult, Romance, Contemporary, Suspense, Crime
Rating: 

After having their faces plastered across the news during a high-profile case, FBI Special Agents Ty Grady and Zane Garrett have become more useful to the Bureau posing for photo ops than working undercover. Just as Zane is beginning to consider retirement a viable option, Ty receives a distress call from a friend, leading them to a city rife with echoes from the past.

New Orleans wears its history on its streets, and it’s the one place Ty’s face could get him killed. Surrounded by trouble as soon as they land, Ty and Zane are swiftly confronted with a past from which Ty can’t hide—one with a surprising connection to Zane’s.

As threats close in from all directions, both men must come to terms with the lives they’ve led and the lies they’ve told. They soon discover that not all their secrets are out yet, and nothing lasts forever.
 




2nd read (Oct 28 2018)

Cue: one long, not-that-frustrated-this-time, sigh.
And the reason for that is because this time around, I was prepared. I knew what was coming and succumbed to the idea of minor cursing and rude gesticulation when reading T&G.

My original thoughts on Touch&Geaux still stand, although given what I know now, I was more sad than angry. After reading Roux's statement in which she basically said that after the departure of Urban she was left with no plans for Zane's character development and that she didn't really know what to do with him, it all kinda fell into place. 

In Touch&Geaux Ty was, once again, the ultimate HERO. Taking bullets left and right, saving everyone, having ex lovers coming out of the woodwork. The whole story revolves around him, all the characters gravitate towards him, the plot is made with him in mind and because of him. All the others are supporting acts, including Zane. That is why Ty&Zane's fight failed to make the impact it was supposed to, because Zane is not seen as Ty's partner, as his equal. He is seen as his side piece. But that was not always the case, and I guess that's what makes it so hard to accept. When did Zane start fading in the background and Ty started shining so blindly he obliterates everyone else? When Ty gave Zane the anchor token, I didn't think that Zane was the one grounding Ty, I thought Zane was actually weighing him down. He appears almost clingy, which is just crazy to me after all the work that had been put into their relationship. So, having that major explosion from Zane after Ty's revelations, is almost comical. Why is he even complaining, right? He should shut up and be grateful to have that young, hot, perfect man by his side. 

Well no, that's not how it works.
Ty hiding all this information from Zane, especially knowing his addictive and self destructive personality, was horrible of Ty, which he recognised a little, before he started getting all "Get over it, Garett." *eyeroll* Yes, Zane had every right to be angry, he had sacrificed so much for Ty.

But on the other hand, Ty was right to tell him that he shouldn't have done all these sacrifices for Ty's sake, but for himself, and I agree. Because if Ty left for any reason, Zane was left with nothing and even worse off than he started. He should have gotten clean for himself and himself alone, he should have gotten past his wife's death for himself and no one else.
But then Ty had a line that made me see red 😡↓


But then everything else he said to Zane made sense and they were actually really sweet. But by the end I was thinking "Wait. Did Ty actually come out on top AGAIN??" The answer is yes, he did. Because Roux loves him, and she's always going to take his side no matter what, and it's so obvious, even though her personal bias shouldn't factor in the books at all.
Ty simply can do no wrong. And then he wonders why Zane put him on a pedestal. Pfft. 

So what is the takeaway from all that drama? That both Ty and Zane said things they weren't proud of and that Zane has to stop looking to Ty for everything, even though Ty had no problem being looked up to all this time. Because that is what Ty attributed Zane's dramatic reaction to his lies, that he depended on Ty too much.
TY LIED. REPEATEDLY. ABOUS SERIOUS STUFF. END OF STORY. Zane looking up to Ty had nothing to do with it, and to imply that it did is such a cheap shot.

I still loved reading a Tane book because I'm a hopeless hardcore fan, but if I'm being honest, after reading T&G I was very disappointed by what this series has become, a series with so much untapped potential and amazing characters :(

1st read (Jun 29 2018)


I'll begin the way all reviews for this book begin, I'm pretty sure: one long, frustrated sigh.

After drooling all over Stars&Stripes-no regrets!-I was so excited to read about my boys again. Especially since my sister warned me that something very important and heartbreaking happens in book 7. So, naturally, I was super curious and I thought what's more heartbreaking than someone close to them dying? Someone is dying in this, right? That's what I thought.
Then I started reading.
After the first scene with the photoshoot, which was admittedly more far fetched than the tiger in S&S (I mean, come on), I eased into the story, excited to read about my boys living it up in New Orleans.
I don't know if I've expressed enough how much I dig Nick, because I kinda love him. So, him being involved was definitely a bonus for me. 
All good so far, right? Right. 
I was hyper aware of everything that would give away who was dying, but my sister put me out of my misery and told me I was way off. That, and getting the whole New Orleans voodoo and magic vibe, I was pretty sure Ty had been cursed by his ex to be disgusted by Zane, or something like that. That would be devastating to Zane, for sure, especially if they couldn't find a cure blah blah
Then I read a bit more and this very twisted idea got stuck in my head: Ty was married and he never told Zane! I didn't think the specifics through obviously, but I had this sense of dread that I would be proven right. That would outright kill Zane. And me, quiet possibly. 
Then I read some more.
Turns out 1. I have a big and strange imagination and 2. none of the above happened.
When Ty revealed secret number 1, I was thinking "yeah, it's kind of a big thing, he should have told Zane, especially when things between them are so serious etc." but I didn't think it was THAT big of deal to make any significant impact. 
When he revealed secret number 2, I felt the same. At first.
I was bit taken aback because I didn't expect anything of the sort, but then I thought "wow, that's big". But again, big in a sense that it was too much to spring on to someone all at once. Especially to someone that trusts you blindly and thinks you are his entire world. Understandably in the beginning I was a bit underwhelmed by the revelation, but then reading Zane's reaction I thought "hold on, Zane is right: it is a huge deal, and he should be furious and smashing stuff all over the place".
But then again, I felt for Ty too (only a little, mind you) because Zane told him and did to him some horrible things that I don't know if I could personally ever forgive. But then again Zane was right to tell him all that, because Ty screwed up big time.
To cut a long story short, for the majority of the book I was going back and forth, debating who is right and who is wrong, something that generated some very interesting discussions with my sister, which I thoroughly enjoyed. 
So, even though Zane was breaking my heart slowly and painfully with every page, I kept reading and reading.
All this preamble actually has a point and I'm about to make it: I am trying to show you how emotionally invested a reader gets, especially a full blown Tane addict as I am, and how absolutely freaking frustrating it is for me when the resolution of something presented as such a huge deal 

is so so poorly constructed. I couldn't believe what I was reading. I couldn't believe that after all the threats, the drinking, the brutal beatings and all things detrimental to any relationship, these two just made up after an unacceptably short period of time. Just like that. Not only Zane shouldn't have forgiven that easily no matter how much in love he was, Ty shouldn't forgive him either! Of course, I didn't want them to break up and be heartbroken for ever but Jeez, just make it a little bit more realistic. You don't have to put these two together ALL THE TIME to write about their relationship. They apparently needed to work stuff out, just give them some space. It has happened a couple of times in previous books, but then I brushed it off because even though it was equally frustrating, it wasn't as important as in this one. I don't want to take any jabs at Roux's writing, but I would love to see her take more risks with it and not just play it safe. To me personally, it was so damn annoying, it ruined the rest of the book. Even when 

I guess what I'm trying to say is that when you gamble in big revelations and severe changes in relationship dynamics after 7 books, you should know how to handle your characters. Otherwise, the changes leave no impression and they lose their significance and then what is really the point?

Did I love reading about Ty and Zane? Of course I did, I'm a hardcore fan, I never denied it. And as a hardcore fan I might have lost my objectivity a little, but not so much that I cannot recognise that Touch&Geaux was, if not badly written, dangerously careless with the character development, making me one very cranky reader.



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Sunday, June 24, 2018

READING: Stars & Stripes (Cut & Run #6) by Abigail Roux


Publication date: August 13 2012
Published by: Dreamspinner Press
Genre: MMAdult, Romance, Contemporary, Suspense, Crime
Rating: 

Special Agents Ty Grady and Zane Garrett have managed the impossible: a few months of peace and quiet. After nearly a year of personal and professional turmoil, they're living together conflict-free, work is going smoothly, and they're both happy, healthy, and home every night before dark. But anyone who knows them knows that can’t possibly last.

When an emergency call from home upsets the balance of their carefully arranged world, Ty and Zane must juggle family drama with a perplexing crime to save a helpless victim before time runs out.

From the mountains of West Virginia to a remote Texas horse ranch harboring more than just livestock and childhood memories, Ty and Zane must face their fears—and their families—to overcome an unlikely enemy and bring peace back into their newly shared world.
 



2nd read (Oct 24 2018)
My opinion still stands-I believe Stars&Stripes is absolutely adorable and I love it. 
Ty and Zane are perfect together, and in S&S they finally realise there won't be anyone else for them and that they will spend the rest of their lives together. Coming to that realisation so naturally and smoothly, made for one very sweet, very cute book. But also hot and steamy because, you know, Ty and Zane. Those 2 in this one...*fans herself* Just read it, that's all I'm saying.

Tiger, shmiger. Who cares? Yes, it was ridiculous but also kinda funny. I let myself get drawn in by the whole Texas scene so I didn't really mind, to be honest. Give me horses, Stetsons and lassos and I'm good to go! Probably what Ty was thinking as well, that's why he couldn't get his hands off Zane :P

I knew I would love Stars&Stripes right from the start. Ty waking up next to Zane playfully flicking Zane's nose while Zane was sleeping, while he was swatting Ty's hand in his sleep and Ty was chuckling, I mean how can that not melt your heart? Adorable ❤


1st read (Jun 24 2018)
I know a couple of my friends and die hard C&R fans didn't like this one, and I get why, but I couldn't help but love it. 
It was, I'm pretty sure, the most romantic book of the bunch so far. I guess that is why I liked it so much and others didn't. I never pegged myself as a big softie, quiet the opposite actually. But these two just melt my heart. They can do whatever, no matter how ridiculous, and I will find it adorable and super cute. In Stars&Stripes they were like fireworks together, every time they looked at each other I could feel how much in love they were, and the whole book from beginning to end was about that. After a year of living together and six books, I think it was necessary and they totally deserve it. To just be with each other and be completely in love. 
Loved both ↓


Loved both sex scenes-possibly the best in the whole series ("Must be the Stetson"), loved the whole melancholic Texas vibe and Zane's accent coming out and driving Ty crazy, Zane's southern get up, the fact that they couldn't keep their hands off each other, and, because I don't want to repeat myself, everything Tane related.
Zane's utter idolisation of Ty is just phenomenal. We always see Ty through his eyes (Ty's POV are very rare) and that's why he always appears to be so cool, good at everything, very smart, loyal and honourable, hot as hell and everything anyone could ever wish for. In other words, Ty can do no wrong as far as Zane is concerned. He is completely devoted to him, and that is why I think even the tiniest misstep from Ty will absolutely devastate Zane. I don't want it to happen, but I'm afraid it will in book 7, I can see it coming :/

Granted, the story was simplistic, to put it mildly, and the tiger thing completely unnecessary and over the top. If you think about it though, aren't all story lines in C&R books very simple because they focus more on Ty and Zane's relationship? I mean, let's be honest, I am not reading this series for the amazingly complex and original story line. And after six books, Ty and Zane's relationship needed to go forward and mature, and not be limited to hard fucking and sexual tension all the time. It is natural and lovely and was described beautifully in Stars&Stripes. 

Are there really only 3 books left???? *shudder* Can't even think about that right now...

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Tuesday, June 19, 2018

READING: Armed & Dangerous (Cut & Run #5) by Abigail Roux


Publication date: May 18 2012
Published by: Dreamspinner Press
Genre: MMAdult, Romance, Contemporary, Suspense, Crime
Rating: 

Left alone in Baltimore after his unpredictable lover bails, Special Agent Zane Garrett takes his frustration out on everything in his path until he is ordered to Chicago to back up an undercover operative. When he gets there, though, he finds himself face to face with his wayward partner, Special Agent Ty Grady. They have to deal with the uncertainty lingering between them while they work to retrieve their intended mark, a retired hit man and CIA wet-works operative named Julian Cross.

Ty, once a marine and now an FBI hotshot, has a penchant for being unpredictable, a trait Zane can vouch for. Zane is a man who once lived for his job but has come to realize his heartbreaking past doesn’t have to overshadow his future. They're partners, friends, lovers, and the go-to team for unusual cases. With Cross and his innocuous boyfriend, Cameron Jacobs, in tow, Ty and Zane must navigate the obstacles of a cross-country trek, including TSA pat-downs, blizzards, their uncooperative prisoners, CIA kill teams, a desperate lack of sleep or caffeine, and each other. Ty and Zane are determined to get Julian Cross to DC in one piece, but it’s starting to look like it might be the last thing they do.




2nd read (Oct 18 2018)
Welcome to the reign of Ty Grady, everybody! Please, sit comfortably while Ty acts like the smart, strong, hot hero hunk that he is, singlehandedly saving 3 people from certain death, while Zane simply swoons next to him. 
Yes, it has started. The "Ty-can-do-no-wrong" saga. It is annoying yes, but since I am already in too deep with this series I am wiling to look past it, if only just a little, and finish the book. This Ty=God situation has started since D&C if I'm being honest, but it was a bit camouflaged by Zane's inevitable inability to do anything because of his injury, which kind of justified Ty doing all the saving and all the super heroic stuff.

That's not the case in A&D.
The more non-existent Zane's personality was, the more obvious Ty's superiority got. Zane appears weaker and less assertive than I have ever seen him. He is putty in Ty's hand, letting him take the lead in any situation, work and relationship wise. Zane is MIA in all action scenes, when he either happened to be in the bathroom, or watching over Cameron. Julian and Ty were the badasses and making Julian look like Zane, was just a low blow. Ty was clearly attracted to Julian and I don't know why, it just rubbed me the wrong way. It looked like Ty could get away with anything, even openly flirting with Julian in front of Zane. 


Also, some parts, mostly Ty's lines, reminded me of the irritable way C&R was written; long and inexcusable sudden outbursts between periods of quiet. And then again. We know that Ty is cuckoo for coco puffs, but it gets tiring for the reader after a while.

A&D had its good moments as well (it wasn't all bad). One line I will always always remember, and I think my favorite from all C&R books is when 


The shopping scene was funny "OK, now you're just embarrassing yourself", both sex scenes were very hot, I think the 2nd is the longest one yet (pun definitely intended), and Ty's interactions with his brother are always gold. I'm a huuuuuge Nick fan, and I just love everything he's in. His scene with Zane was the best in the book, although 
 

Cameron and Julian were just meh, didn't really make an impact.
It pisses me off when this much potential is being wasted. I mean, this series could have been great, perfect even. You have these amazing characters, with such interesting backgrounds and personalities that are just begging to be explored and developed, and it sometimes feel like Roux just can't be bothered, which is a real shame. I mean, why was Sticks&Stones and Fish&Chips great? What happened there? Does it have to do with MU leaving? Probably. Maybe if she hadn't left, Zane could still hold on to a piece of his dignity, who knows?



1st read (Jun 18 2018)
A&D was a great re introduction to the series after my long break. It kinda reminded me of C&R in a way, all those hotel rooms and sexual tension. Although, this time there was no frustration, only understanding, caring and feelings. SO.MANY.FEELINGS! Ty and Zane were such sweethearts in this one, and I loved every minute of it. When Ty talks with Zane about his past relationships after sex, just melted my heart. So real and relatable, and at the same time incredibly moving. 
Julian and Cameron I liked OK, Julian more than Cameron. I didn't mind him being a civilian, but he was too vanilla for my taste, at the point of being completely uninteresting. I didn't really get why Julian was with him, but to each their own. They brought us Smith and Wesson though, so I guess they are a little bit cool.

Have already started reading Stars&Stripes, which fans are surprisingly divided about, so obviously I'm very excited. So far, nothing to be divided about-it's pure Tane gold!



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Saturday, June 16, 2018

READING: When All The World Sleeps by Lisa Henry and J.A.Rock


Publication date: March 24 2014
Published by: Riptide Publishing
Genre: MMAdult, Romance, Contemporary, Dark, Cops
Rating: 

Daniel Whitlock is terrified of going to sleep. And rightly so: he sleepwalks, with no awareness or memory of his actions. Including burning down Kenny Cooper’s house—with Kenny inside it—after Kenny brutally beat him for being gay. Back in the tiny town of Logan after serving his prison sentence, Daniel isolates himself in a cabin in the woods and chains himself to his bed at night.

Like the rest of Logan, local cop Joe Belman doesn’t believe Daniel’s absurd defense. But when Bel saves Daniel from a retaliatory fire, he discovers that Daniel might not be what everyone thinks: killer, liar, tweaker, freak. Bel agrees to control Daniel at night—for the sake of the other townsfolk. Daniel’s fascinating, but Bel’s not going there.

Yet as he’s drawn further into Daniel’s dark world, Bel finds that he likes being in charge. And submitting to Bel gives Daniel the only peace he’s ever known. But Daniel’s demons won’t leave him alone, and he’ll need Bel’s help to slay them once and for all—assuming Bel is willing to risk everything to stand by him.



This review is very small but I wanted to add it in here so this amazing, wonderful book could get as much exposure as possible. 

One of the most romantic stories I've ever read, with the sweetest and most sensitive MC I've probably ever come across. Bel was everything, I really couldn't help but love him. The sensitivity he showed towards Daniel's condition, the unlimited patience, the endless sacrifices-all for Daniel, and it was just beautiful.

Lisa Henry is a master in stirring up a lot of emotion with her heartfelt writing, leaving you feeling melancholic, even sad sometimes, despite the expected HEA in the end. Only 340 pages, and WATWS never felt rushed to me. On the contrary, I feel like the characters were developed to perfection and that there wasn't anything missing from the story. From beginning to end, everything was placed and timed exactly where and when they should have been, and in the end, everything came together beautifully.

Loved the story, loved Daniel, adored Bel, loved everything about this book.
 


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Monday, June 11, 2018

READING: The Island by Lisa Henry


Publication date: February 26 2016
Published by: --
Genre: MMAdult, Romance, Contemporary, Suspense, Dark, Violence
Rating: 

Shaw is in Fiji to sell a stolen painting to the crime boss, Vornis. It will be the deal of a lifetime, if Shaw can pull it off. But then Vornis parades his latest toy around in front of him—a captured DEA agent whose time is running out. It’s none of Shaw’s business, and it doesn’t matter that under any other circumstances Lee would be exactly Shaw’s type: he’s young, he’s hot, and he might even have a personality if they hadn’t beaten it out of him. Too bad there’s no way Lee is getting off the island. Too bad there’s nothing Shaw can do for him. And too bad there are some lines that even Shaw won’t cross. 

Keeping his hands off Lee proves harder than he thinks, but Shaw’s not stupid enough to fall for the tortured captive of a dangerous crime boss, is he? If he did, it wouldn’t be just his job he would be risking—it would be his life.



The Island came very, very highly recommended. As in "I've read it 3 times and I absolutely love it" and "I stayed up all night reading it, it blew my mind".
And I agree, the book is fantastic. However, it did not quite reach the perfection levels I was expecting, and that's OK. 


My main concern was that I was not utterly convinced by Shaw's sudden urge to save Lee and to hell with everything else, when he himself confessed to being witness to other gruesome crimes and not even blinking an eye. Why did he choose to save this particular person and what made him draw the line now, after 6 years of witnessing horrible things? Was it that this one was particularly terrible? I don't think so, I bet he had seen way worse. Was it that he fell in love with him? Nah, can't be that simplistic, I don't buy it. Probably it was there right in front of me (it was abundantly clear to my friends) but I just did not see it. 


I loved the fact that Henry chose Fiji as the main location and the expert way she wrapped all that darkeness and ugliness around something so stunning. I also really liked Lee's chapters and how his character was developed both on the island and back at home. I wanted to see him more as an individual than together with Shaw, away from any sexual tension, which to be honest, made me cringe at times (except for the ending). It just felt wrong and off to me in the island, but I completely understand its purpose.


The Island is not a romance book for me. Yes, it has its HEA, but that doesn't mean anything. At the end of the day, it's about two very damaged people coming together under the worst circumstances, hoping against hope that something good could come from all this suffering and agony. It's an optimistic romance, a potential romance at best.

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Monday, June 4, 2018

READING: Burned (Fever #7) by Karen Marie Moning


Publication date: January 20 2015
Published by: Delacorte Press
Genre: Adult, Romance, Urban Fantasy, Paranormal, Fae, Mystery, Suspense
Rating: 

MacKayla Lane would do anything to save the home she loves. A gifted sidhe-seer, she’s already fought and defeated the deadly Sinsar Dubh—an ancient book of terrible evil—yet its hold on her has never been stronger.

When the wall that protected humans from the seductive, insatiable Fae was destroyed on Halloween, long-imprisoned immortals ravaged the planet. Now Dublin is a war zone with factions battling for control. As the city heats up and the ice left by the Hoar Frost King melts, tempers flare, passions run red-hot, and dangerous lines get crossed. 


It’s a world where staying alive is a constant struggle, the line between good and evil gets blurred, and every alliance comes at a price. In an epic battle against dark forces, Mac must decide who she can trust, and what her survival is ultimately worth.



Burned was a huge let down, simple as that. 3 stars are given just because I still love the series that Fever once was.
Plot: really, what was the meaning of Burned? Just a rehash of what happened in previous books, but worse. Only actual plot was the introduction of Jada, which was really shocking and sooo cool, and the attempt to save Christian in the last 50 pages or so. And those were the only 2 good elements of the book, I'm afraid. 
I mean ↓


The rest of the book had no structure, which ultimately, led to characters doing stupid, silly and offensive things, because what else is there to do? There was no story! Oh, and a lot of fucking inner dialogue! Mac wasn't a big conversationalist in this one, and she only interacted with very few people. As a result, we kept reading over and over again how horny she was, among other silliness of that level. Score!
Characters: the story around Lor, Ryodan and Jo was simply inane, didn't belong in Fever books. The whole Ryodan-Jo situation was bad enough to begin with, imo.
Also, what happened to Mac? How did she become such a whiny, mopey little girl? She used to be a strong, opinionated, female warrior and now what? Just casually hanging around at BB&B, doing nothing? The only thing she actually did was↓


Speaking of sex...



In a nutshell, Burned was a huge disappointment, and I am legit scared of what's to come. I'm afraid Moning is taking the series on another path that I am not seeing myself being a fan of.
Taking a break now, and resuming with the next 3 on a later date.

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